miss you much, duckie

I miss him so much. Writing blog while listen to his korean CD
I want to hug and hold him tight
I had so much sweet memories of him while listening to " our songs". I wish these moments never ends
there are so many times that i am waiting of his call but i know he will never call me back
God, would you pls help me thru this...........I feel so lonely and i really want him back.....just dunno what to do...dunno where i will end up for my residency.
there are also many times that i want to wait around his house for him to come back and wish to take a " peak" of him....I am so silly
i really miss you....DO YOU KNOW???