I miss him so much. Writing blog while listen to his korean CD
I want to hug and hold him tight
I had so much sweet memories of him while listening to " our songs". I wish these moments never ends
there are so many times that i am waiting of his call but i know he will never call me back
God, would you pls help me thru this...........I feel so lonely and i really want him back.....just dunno what to do...dunno where i will end up for my residency.
there are also many times that i want to wait around his house for him to come back and wish to take a " peak" of him....I am so silly
i really miss you....DO YOU KNOW???
Friday, February 22, 2008
Raining
I wish life has a take 2. I wish I have a second chance. There are many things that I want to tell him and i wish he knows
I had so many good memories with him that I hope will last forever and never came to a stop.
But now, it will only buried deeply in my heart.
Life is soooo difficult without him. The saddest part is i cannot share my feelings with anyone because our relationship is "underground"
I am very silly. Even though I know our relationship will not work out but i still chose to stay with him. I have to acknowledge that that past 2 months had been one of the happiest moments in my life full of suprise and romance. But is time to wake up now. He is not ginving me a second chance to make it up nor even to explain my interior motives. Why i am even crying for this guy. Why????
I went to his office door everyday and hope i will see him somehow. how silly.
I saw his car with the right door jammed and crocked.
I just cannot control myself.
Why i am crying......I wanna stay strong but I can't!! I have no one to talk to !!!!
I had so many good memories with him that I hope will last forever and never came to a stop.
But now, it will only buried deeply in my heart.
Life is soooo difficult without him. The saddest part is i cannot share my feelings with anyone because our relationship is "underground"
I am very silly. Even though I know our relationship will not work out but i still chose to stay with him. I have to acknowledge that that past 2 months had been one of the happiest moments in my life full of suprise and romance. But is time to wake up now. He is not ginving me a second chance to make it up nor even to explain my interior motives. Why i am even crying for this guy. Why????
I went to his office door everyday and hope i will see him somehow. how silly.
I saw his car with the right door jammed and crocked.
I just cannot control myself.
Why i am crying......I wanna stay strong but I can't!! I have no one to talk to !!!!
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